May 25, 2011

滴努作業產出三步驟: 發呆→亂寫→很敢交


It was all starting from the sojourn toward Venice. The hailing burst out the curtain of the scene, “First class to Venice! Here you are, sir!” where seemed to be “A happily chosen destination!” The truth is, however, the detached mentality was carried Aschenbach from the “Venice! A magnificent city!” Venice’s magnificence seemed not parallel to a mournful mind, the inner solemnity was unspeakable, toward the outer world. Indeed, “A city full of irresistible attraction to the well-educated, both due to its history and its present charms!” A city with history, charismatic as it shined, brought out anticipation, fever, and hopes. While the case was not as anticipated enough, that is, the city of splendor did not well received, functioned, and perceived by an unawakened mind. In the first place, “He did not anticipate anything else, for the city had always received him with splendor.” (p.13)
    In the making of a transitory mind, the settlement in the first explored place was worth observing. “What seemed to him so hard to bear, even intolerable, was apparently the notion that he would never again set eyes on Venice, that this would be a permanent farewell (p.25). The dislike of Venice was reaching the point of being intolerable. However, there was no doubt Tadzio’s showing up was a tipping point. The observing essence of a distant gaze soon took over the emptiness of a rekindled mind. Then the depictions were tempting, “Several times, when the Sun set behind Venice, he sat on a bench in the park to watch Tadzio who, dressed in white and girded gaily, was playing ball on the flattened gravel court and it was Hyacinth he deemed to see who had to die because two gods fell in love with him,” (p.36) pervading the aroma of lust. It was not until the affection to Tadzio was brewing in the city of lust, the transferring affection to the city was coming up:
“That was Venice, alluring and dubiously entrancing—this city, part fairy tale, part tourist trap, in the putrid atmosphere of which art used to blossom luxuriously and which had inspired musicians with lulling melodies. The adventurer felt as if his eyes were drinking that kind of luxury, as if his ears were courted by those kinds of melodies; he also recalled that the city was ailing and kept it secret because of its lucre, and he gazed even more unrestrainedly at the gondola in front.”(p.40)
However, the turning of the sets was vibrantly shifted later on, with the scorching sun and the overbearing sultriness haunted in the city. It was broodingly haunted, Venice, St Mark’s, flooded with crowds, “Venice is diseased!” (p.47) the scandalous malady was out of control, and the police was over the town sterilizing. The diseased Venice set a tone of sadness, contrasted the alluring sentiments of the loving hearts. The city did play a turning role backing up the transforming characters’ makings of mentalities. Solemnly depicted, it sent out messages of bitter sweetness voicing the uncanny beauty with downside darkness. With the twisted magnificence of a promising city, Venice was thus seen a saddened backdrop with reminiscing props, rekindling every single challenging heart.

May 22, 2011

another noir for tonight

Compared to the iconic 18th of splendor, the conspiracy was made out of nobody in The Third Man. For the backdrop of the Four Allie powers right after the WWII, Vienna was at that time on the peril of being the declining city of occupancy. The turmoil age was brewing a blended gathering as the black market was once showed up in Vienna city. The city was introduced not the imperial side of spectacular but the downside of a falling empire. The conspiracy was about tracing the mythic dead Third Man while the Holly found himself in his own pulp fiction protagonist. There is also such an exciting moment when contrasting the language use in each age. To look into Amadeus, the debates on the opera, Italian or German, were innovatively out spoken by Mozart by saying “It's full of proper German virtues!” when nobody seemed to know what was one of them. Until we saw in The Third Man, the inter-allied zone of Vienna where no common language was spoken, the pidgin German was mixed up with languages of nonsense. “All strangers to the place...and none of them could speak the same language, except a sort of smattering of German.” Then the proper German virtues were once again of no answers.

May 16, 2011

研究生的穩健人生值得研究

"偶然地"

回顧以前的部落格

"筆觸"好 歡快 之類的 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈


那時候還沉浸在考上研究所的喜悅中

直到現在每周被壓力追著跑

私生活好像是一種逃避那種不討喜的生活

但也沒有再少享受人生

並或許還是全台灣最有私領域的研究生之類的


難得小感性一下 不然都忘記自己也有人性

然後又來了 呵呵



總之(幾乎成為最近口頭禪一只 丸尾? 他是總而言之啦其實)

我還是很滿意自己的生活和一切非親非故的生活逆火(所謂的backfire)

但偶而還是要什麼呢?

靠杯一下。

May 3, 2011

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當沒事發生好了! :P