Sometimes i got this enormous vibe deciding if or not if to send it out. i dont even know if i am the very exception to owning this tendency to act like this overreacting bitch. what if blah blah blah and what if !#$%^^A&. anyway, it's good to be honest that nowadays people are not into this 'tradition' thing too much. sometimes even this close to get attached to something that might be a long-wanted thing, and then we quit. giving up is such the hardest thing to be taken up as a option. cos it's vulnerable having a open heart, so do closing it all off. impulsion hurts.
and btw,
Happy Chinese New Year! (totally not related though)